Out of head

Once in a while
joy throws little stones at my window
it wants to let me know that it's waiting for me
but today I'm calm
I'd almost say even-tempered
I'm going to keep anxiety locked up
and then lie flat on my back
which is an elegant and comfortable position
for receiving and believing news

who knows where I'll be next
or when my story will be taken into account
who knows what advice I still might come up with
and what easy way out I'll take not to follow it

don't worry, I won't gamble with an eviction
I won't tattoo remembering with forgetting
there are many things left to say and suppress
and many grapes left to fill our mouths

don't worry, I'm convinced
joy doesn't need to throw any more little stones
I'm coming
I'm coming

Love –

When was the time when I got blessed to have you,when did my destiny turned its path from dark night to a beautiful morning, when did my eyes got so lucky to have the blessings to see you , when did my hands got so blessed to feel you, when did the dream of making love with you became reality , when did i reached top of the sky only by the thought of you sitting on my thigh, when did I became so blessed to move my hands over your body, I no longer feel like somebody,

It was the time when God blessed me with the best.
Your cuteness knows no bounds, your beauty has no limit, you are the only woman in the world, to which I will commit. I look at you and gasp in awe, wondering how you’re mine, you take my breath away my dear, for you, I’ll walk the line

Today tomorrow and every single day till I am breathing I will love you till the ending,

You body will be naked by cloths infront of me but your thoughts are covered by the cloth of my heart,

You don’t need to feel me inside you by physical terms I am already there by emotion terms,

Hold my hand and …

Why me

If you have to ask Why me?
When you’re feeling really blue,
When the world has turned against you
And you don’t know what to do,
When it pours colossal raindrops,
And the road’s a winding mess,
And you’re feeling more confused
Than you ever could express,

When the saddened sun won’t shine,
When the stars will not align,
When you’d rather be
Inside your bed,
The covers pulled
Above your head,
When life is something
That you dread,
And you have to ask Why me? . . .

Then when the world seems right and true,
When rain has left a gentle dew,
When you feel happy being you,
Please ask yourself, Why me? then, too.

Never regret anything in life, everything happens for a reason and every season serves its purpose, even your biggest disappointment,failures and downfalls, tough times are nothing a blessing in disguise ,

You need to stay positive no matter what happens just remember you cant drink water from oceans but that doesn’t make it worth less, it gives life trillions of species,

You just need to know what’s your purpose

Sie-

Sie

When Love is struck
Upon the hands of time,
Waiting with a purpose,
Chaos becomes rhyme.

When Passion is played,
Plucked like a lyre,
Patience finds merit,
Tears become fire.

When Love is promised
Before life takes breath,
Yearning has its answer,
United beyond death.

When Eternity spans
Like the Cosmos turning,
Love Without Ending,
Flames without burning.

When Union is true,
Two Souls share One Heart,
Endings are beginnings,
Never again to depart.

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Dark

Emotions.
Do you feel them?
She was numb and frozen,
Yet it dimly sparkled like a dying gem.

Broken.
Do you know what that feels like?
Piercing explosions,
Burning afflictions,
Hollers of agonizing cries.
She had nothing left inside.

Eyes closed,
Heartbeat stopped,
Barely alive.

She was a hollow shell.
Into an endless oblivion she fell,
Pitch black and nearly brain dead.
There was nothing in her life ahead.

Passion.
Why is it so strong?
She was deprived from it.
Devils had done her heart way too many wrongs.
Killed was the lust,
Lost was the temptation.

Love.
Why is it so painful?
Once crystal clear and beautiful,
Now a turned poison from what was as pure as golden dust.

She wanted nothing to do with it.
Not long ago it had made her bleed.

Hidden thorns
On her skin that burned.

She was a hollow shell.
Into an endless oblivion she fell.
Pitch black and nearly brain dead.
There was nothing in her life ahead.

Eyes opened,
Tears flowed,
Standing in front of a mirror,
Watching as she wholly became hollow

Why should i choose you?

My life was complete,
But now it’s not.
I lost it all, because I lost.
You made me alive.
Now I am dead.
I’m lying here,
Crying in my bed.
Life is worthless.
Why should I try?
All I want to do
Is lie here and die.
It has only been two days,
But that is all I need
To get a last chance
Before she leaves.
One last chance
To turn it around,
Hoping she won’t turn me down.
All I want to do
Is hold her tight
And make her dreams
Come true tonight,
That once and for all
I can make her happy
Instead of screaming, yelling,
Making life crappy.
I’m sorry for what I have done.

This is coming from my heart

May be I did deserve it,

Yes there are people who are 25 who are well settled ,who earn good,

Why should I choose you?

Somewhere between guilt and fear

First kiss

I was reminded today with a gift from nature,

Of your tender touches across the years.

One for every millimetre of my skin.

Memories float away on a breeze,

I try and catch them; closing my eyes,

Picturing your presence, feeling the warmth.

That first kiss we shared was a silken dream,

Entrancing my being forever in your world

Discover love

Busy old fool, unruly sun,
Why dost thou thus,

Through windows, and through curtains call on us?
Must to thy motions lovers’ seasons run?

Saucy pedantic wretch, go chide

Late school boys and sour prentices,
Go tell court huntsmen that the king will ride,

Call country ants to harvest offices,

Love, all alike, no season knows nor clime,

Nor hours, days, months, which are the rags of time.

Thy beams, so reverend and strong

Why shouldst thou think?
I could eclipse and cloud them with a wink,

But that I would not lose her sight so long;

If her eyes have not blinded thine,

Look, and tomorrow late, tell me,

Whether both th’ Indias of spice and mine
Be where thou leftst them, or lie here with me.

Ask for those kings whom thou saw’st yesterday,

And thou shalt hear, All here in one bed lay.

She’s all states, and all princes, I,
Nothing else is.
Princes do but play us; compared to this,

All honor’s mimic, all wealth alchemy.
Thou, sun, art half as happy as we,

In that the world’s contracted thus.
Thine age asks ease, and since thy duties be
To warm the world, that’s done in warming us.

Shine here to us, and thou art everywhere;
This bed thy center is, these walls, thy spher?

It doesn’t matter how much time you have spend with someone what matter is how you have spent it ,

You don’t need to find anything

Love ,you never experienced it before but feel it all around you, it’s seeking for your attention

Yes it is

Eternity is what you are ,if beauty is time ,

Deep into your eyes I see someone seeking for something no one knows but you

Late night thoughts

I don’t want to let go ,because of piece of me found it’s home in you.
I believe that you’re soul and my soul are very old friends.
I found a space in your heart when every heart to me was as hard as diamond and as black as coal.
I created words but never the right ones to express whats in my heart .
Today my heart feels like a Wall , with missing bricks that I never wanted to lose.
It was the time when my mind stand still and my heart does all the talking.
Life seemed more meaningful when I thought about it with you.
You were the story I always wanted to read again and again and suddenly this story became a chapter in my life.
How we used to be is a nice thought how we are now is the sad truth.
Within the touch of your fingertips live a peace that calms my restless soul.
Maybe I love too much and maybe I show it too Little.
I wanted to dream your dreams for you.
The ups and downs that’s life, the love the hate that’s living.

The scent of you on me lingers long after you have gone

You
You are my good days. (Were*)
‘Do your late night thoughts ever lead you back to me ?