Nightmare

dark gloomy day as the day starts i know its gonna be my last its all dark around raining outside
clouds covering most of the sunlight, i hear nothing just voice of rain drops hitting the land and the smell of it
all these people around me may be they are waiting for me to die or may be they want me to live more
who knows
well nothing comes to my mind
all i think about is darkness after i die
my eyes will be closed for the last time
i see nothing i feel nothing i lost my ability to think
no more stress no more problems
everything is gone all that is left is darkness,
as i listen to song of rain i see towards the window its raining these white curtains remind me of my childhood that just feel like it ended yesterday,
i miss my mom and my dad and my sister and everyone related to my life,i miss how i used to fight with my mom when she used to come and try to wake me up,i miss how my dad used to bring me milkshakes to my room,those stares of my dad used to bring smile on my face .we used to have a cat his name was shishu , he was really one attention seeker , how can i forget my friend price we always used to discuss how are we gonna die i wish i could tell him i got my answer. As the life progressed i realised how simple this life is and how complicated it can be if we let it to be,who knows whats will be waiting at the other side of the life ,i still have so much to say but who can stop it from coming,
well i think its my time to close my eyes,
eeegh mommmmm let me sleep its still 10am

Yes you,

your skin on mine;
we lie here

with fingers interlaced
and our eyes locked
then with legs intertwined
and my head cocked
in the crook of your neck

here is where i feel safest;
my skin on yours

“””It’s whirling all around me
red, then blue
then yellow, then gold
So intense, I melt into it
Then I explode

I climb so high
Lost in the sensation
I succumb to your
passionate creation

I cry out in pleasure
My body on fire
I cling to your scent
Hunger feeding my desire

To taste and lick
to touch, to flick
I scorch a path
Along skin that is slick

You feel so good
Your body I adore
Your skin amazing
I have to explore

I’m caught up, Baby
Your body against mine
Show me you crave me
Let your body define

Don’t hold back
Let your passion flow
Move with me
And let your actions show

Climbing that pennacle
Reaching together
Desire whirling, intense
We’re on the edge
Reaching and grabbing

Almost there, feel it
the anticipation
that sense of elation
We explode over the edge

Hearts beating wildly
Sweat intermixed
Hot and dazed
Completely spent

Limbs intertwined
Our bodies ebb
Into relaxation
Our desires fed

Sleep invites us
We tenderly kiss
we both succumb
Satisfied and content””

Rest now, Baby

I am always grateful with what I got in my life

Never asked of anything from god

And still he blessed me with some one like you in my life

“Yes you

Out of head

Once in a while
joy throws little stones at my window
it wants to let me know that it's waiting for me
but today I'm calm
I'd almost say even-tempered
I'm going to keep anxiety locked up
and then lie flat on my back
which is an elegant and comfortable position
for receiving and believing news

who knows where I'll be next
or when my story will be taken into account
who knows what advice I still might come up with
and what easy way out I'll take not to follow it

don't worry, I won't gamble with an eviction
I won't tattoo remembering with forgetting
there are many things left to say and suppress
and many grapes left to fill our mouths

don't worry, I'm convinced
joy doesn't need to throw any more little stones
I'm coming
I'm coming

Love –

When was the time when I got blessed to have you,when did my destiny turned its path from dark night to a beautiful morning, when did my eyes got so lucky to have the blessings to see you , when did my hands got so blessed to feel you, when did the dream of making love with you became reality , when did i reached top of the sky only by the thought of you sitting on my thigh, when did I became so blessed to move my hands over your body, I no longer feel like somebody,

It was the time when God blessed me with the best.
Your cuteness knows no bounds, your beauty has no limit, you are the only woman in the world, to which I will commit. I look at you and gasp in awe, wondering how you’re mine, you take my breath away my dear, for you, I’ll walk the line

Today tomorrow and every single day till I am breathing I will love you till the ending,

You body will be naked by cloths infront of me but your thoughts are covered by the cloth of my heart,

You don’t need to feel me inside you by physical terms I am already there by emotion terms,

Hold my hand and …

Why me

If you have to ask Why me?
When you’re feeling really blue,
When the world has turned against you
And you don’t know what to do,
When it pours colossal raindrops,
And the road’s a winding mess,
And you’re feeling more confused
Than you ever could express,

When the saddened sun won’t shine,
When the stars will not align,
When you’d rather be
Inside your bed,
The covers pulled
Above your head,
When life is something
That you dread,
And you have to ask Why me? . . .

Then when the world seems right and true,
When rain has left a gentle dew,
When you feel happy being you,
Please ask yourself, Why me? then, too.

Never regret anything in life, everything happens for a reason and every season serves its purpose, even your biggest disappointment,failures and downfalls, tough times are nothing a blessing in disguise ,

You need to stay positive no matter what happens just remember you cant drink water from oceans but that doesn’t make it worth less, it gives life trillions of species,

You just need to know what’s your purpose

Sie-

Sie

When Love is struck
Upon the hands of time,
Waiting with a purpose,
Chaos becomes rhyme.

When Passion is played,
Plucked like a lyre,
Patience finds merit,
Tears become fire.

When Love is promised
Before life takes breath,
Yearning has its answer,
United beyond death.

When Eternity spans
Like the Cosmos turning,
Love Without Ending,
Flames without burning.

When Union is true,
Two Souls share One Heart,
Endings are beginnings,
Never again to depart.

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Dark

Emotions.
Do you feel them?
She was numb and frozen,
Yet it dimly sparkled like a dying gem.

Broken.
Do you know what that feels like?
Piercing explosions,
Burning afflictions,
Hollers of agonizing cries.
She had nothing left inside.

Eyes closed,
Heartbeat stopped,
Barely alive.

She was a hollow shell.
Into an endless oblivion she fell,
Pitch black and nearly brain dead.
There was nothing in her life ahead.

Passion.
Why is it so strong?
She was deprived from it.
Devils had done her heart way too many wrongs.
Killed was the lust,
Lost was the temptation.

Love.
Why is it so painful?
Once crystal clear and beautiful,
Now a turned poison from what was as pure as golden dust.

She wanted nothing to do with it.
Not long ago it had made her bleed.

Hidden thorns
On her skin that burned.

She was a hollow shell.
Into an endless oblivion she fell.
Pitch black and nearly brain dead.
There was nothing in her life ahead.

Eyes opened,
Tears flowed,
Standing in front of a mirror,
Watching as she wholly became hollow

Why should i choose you?

My life was complete,
But now it’s not.
I lost it all, because I lost.
You made me alive.
Now I am dead.
I’m lying here,
Crying in my bed.
Life is worthless.
Why should I try?
All I want to do
Is lie here and die.
It has only been two days,
But that is all I need
To get a last chance
Before she leaves.
One last chance
To turn it around,
Hoping she won’t turn me down.
All I want to do
Is hold her tight
And make her dreams
Come true tonight,
That once and for all
I can make her happy
Instead of screaming, yelling,
Making life crappy.
I’m sorry for what I have done.

This is coming from my heart

May be I did deserve it,

Yes there are people who are 25 who are well settled ,who earn good,

Why should I choose you?

Somewhere between guilt and fear

First kiss

I was reminded today with a gift from nature,

Of your tender touches across the years.

One for every millimetre of my skin.

Memories float away on a breeze,

I try and catch them; closing my eyes,

Picturing your presence, feeling the warmth.

That first kiss we shared was a silken dream,

Entrancing my being forever in your world